I now feel the need of going deeper into the darkness to grow. The situation around my are not the environment I want to adapt to or the images people see when then see me is not what I want to live up to. I am learning to live for me and not dedicating my time into pleasing people around me. I'm letting go of the expectations and ignorance of others because it is not my responsibility to make their reality accurate.
I let go of all that does no longer serve me and I do so with love.
All the misunderstandings and differences are now settled. For all those who are around me; I feel with you, I feel for you. But the time has come for me to think of me and now it is time for me to be considerate for myself. I no longer want to place myself in harmful situation, and I want to be able to be love and speed love in all that I do. So for love I now turn to myself. I now return to my cave to develop and grow for your and my safety. I will be back when I have healed what I am working on to heal. So please, immediete family and friends, understand that this is nothing personal. I do this for the sake of all of us. I want to be able to radiate nothing but love. Because love is what I am.