In times like these I wonder if I have any friends... It's funny how when you start doing what you love, people show their true colors.
I have always been a lonely soul who follows my own path. If someone says I can't do it, I'll tell them watch me. But lately I don't have it in me to prove to others what I am capable of.
Life has been my mentor, and sometimes life will provide me with people I adore and people that I can learn from. But for instant my music, I have developed it myself. I have asked for help, and reached out to people but obviously people are busy with what ever they are busy with. Or maybe it's that they just don't want to work with me. So I decided to take things in my own hands. If I want something to happen I have to make it happen.
I picked up the guitar and started a relationship with it. Everything I know on it (not so much) I have figured out myself.
The reason to why I picked up the guitar is because I had no one to help me create my music. I don't have a producer who was willing to work with me and develop a sound.
So here I am, once again I'm following my own path and have to make shit work for myself. Don't get me wrong, I am grateful for this journey and the fact that I found the courage to show the world my true colors!