Life truly happens unexpectedly at times.
I've been shaken and woken.
I am done speaking about events. I honestly feel like I have had enough of my own bullshit trying to reach out to people. I'm done seeking approval.
The only thing that I find important right now is for me to accept the now and what ever experience I am having. I can't worry about everything or everybody else and get myself all worked up for no reason, when I actually could be having a very pleasant experience just being in my body and feeling the now.
Allowing the experience to take place in my whole being, instead of limiting myself by only using my mind.
Surrendering to the now, trusting the universe and letting go of the need to be in control.